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Hey, remember when I used to update my blog? Gah. I'll get back to that soon. In the mean time, here's a quick update on my life.

Since I lost my job in November I've been temping in a couple of places. Most recently I was working at a laundry soap factory. It was a conveluted setup that I don't feel like explaining, but my job was to make sure other temps came to work. If they didn't I had to call the other temp agencies who sent them (Why wasn't my temp agency filling the positions? Because it needs to be complicated). Anyway, the factory's company culture / atmosphere was horrible. The managers there acted like I was there to annoy them when I came around to check and make sure they got all their people, rather than being there to do their job for them. They looked at me like I was something gross on the bottom of their shoe, they refused to communicate their needs but expected us to accomodate them anyway, and they wanted a ton of extra services that they didn't want to pay for. If someone didn't show up for work they acted like I was hiding that person in my desk, or no, like I had placed them in my desk and forgotten them because I'm a moron. Oh, and their HR kept forgetting to pay me. Anyway, it was a shitty job and I quit it. So I'm unemployed again. I want to find another job but I'm scared. Everything feels like a trap. 

I know that no job is perfect. I'm not looking for a perfect job. I just don't want to be miserable at work anymore. 

Anyway, the good news is I'm going back to school! I start on August 25. I'll be majoring in English with an emphasis in creative writing. This is what I've always wanted to do. This is what I love doing. I know it's risky, but doing things you don't love for a pay check is deadly.